Reflecting on my visit, I have confirmed my decision that I will only be having two children. The only way for me to have more than two children is if my second and final pregnancy results in multiples. I love all 4 of her children and the next 4 to come dearly but would not be able to raise that many children myself. I am so happy with my career and decision to be a working mom of two children. I can still be in control of my life and not always be insanely busy. I love my time to relax without having to worry about sinks full of dishes and piles of laundry to wash.
Reflecting on my summer, I feel like a housewife. I thought that I always wanted to be a housewife but I think that my 14 weeks off each year are sufficient in making me a part time housewife. I am not bored yet. I still haven't read any of the 20 books I brought home for summer reading. I need a reading chair; I don't have any comfortable place in my house for reading right now. I am also still working on knitting the baby's first blanket which will be done this week. And I've been watching way too much tv. Overall I am very happy with my decision to take the summer off.

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